it has been A whiiiiilllllllllleeeeeeeeee.............. :)

Assalamualaikum wbt dan Salam sejahtera. well well well....look who's back? Me opcozz! Btw, semua sihat? aku sihat je... Gitu la for the past many many years....alhamdulillah sihat. ok no interesting facts to tell, just that i already have 3 kids! hehe... ok la.... ttba rasa malu nk menulis...kekok lagi nk mengadap tempat jatuh lagi dikenang ni.... ok (hah 3x ok kot!)....so...emmmm.....welll.... errrr.... i'll see u next time? promise i'll put up new things here... ok tata!

Kutu ibab

salam..

just now mengidam nak makan ciken cop...mak ko mengidam? owh tidak aku cuma mengidam org kebulur....pastu ye la sedang2 dok sedap menyantap tetiba dpt call dt tadika nurin...
"ni mummy nurin ek?"
"yes, saya...."
"kak, ada kutu ibab kat mata nurin....dia nak mummy dia datang cabutkan...."

lalallalaalalala......

disebabkan aku tgh makan segera aku call MR. adoila pulak dia meeting..kene tunggu sekejap...pastu dgn kadar segera aku abiskan saki baki makanan even tho ada gak bakinyer (rugi taw...) aku pun drive le balik nk anta rakan sekerja aku balik opis...clled MR balik n he said he was on his way oleady to the kindy...oright la gitu sbb aku mmg takut kalu doctor buat sumthing ke anak aku..walaupun hanya nk cabut kutu ibab di matanya.....

terpikir kejap.....umah aku ni kotor sgt ke smpai nurin leh kene hinggap ngn kutu ibab ni? dr mana la ko dtg ek ibab?ish ish ish ....musykil betol aku....




ini kah rupa bentuk kutu ibab yg melekat kat mata anak aku? jgn la ada serious infection...menakutkan la.....

nurin sayang.....

salam...

i've been all by myself this week...tetiba rasa sedih n sayu je bila sorg2...suddenly semua bnda yg aku buat tak kira baik atau jahat....mcm flashback tetiba. bukn apa, aku teringat apa yg aku buat to my kids, esp to nurin...i wasn't fair to her..dia selalu kene marah, semua tak kene bila dia buat sumthing...she's such a good girl, really good girl...sayu bila aku teringat balik muka dia when she looked at me. i totally feel sad. i am not a good mother..

since aqil was born, nurin is not treated like she was before. bukn aku dera dia or apa...but aku takut aku dera dia mentally...takut sgt aku akan besarkn seorg manusia yg teruk nnt, yg mindanya didera...she felt it i know...because i felt it also. i love her so much..she's my girl. tp aku tak adil pd dia....hati aku ni bagai kene siat bila aku pkir balik apa yg aku dh buat pd dia, n i know she's been acting dat way sbb nk my attention again. not dat i blame aqil my love for nurin has changed....no no my love is still the same for her but the treat i gave her..mmg dh berubah...

oh Tuhan, aku amat rasa bersalah, ashamed of what i've done.

Nurin sayang, if u read dis, one day u'll know dat i love u so much! perangai mummy mmg teruk, mummy tak layan nurin properly. tapi mummy sayang sgt nurin, i love u so much....no words could express how i feel for u..mummy mintak maaf for everything yg mummy dh buat....i hope u will never change ur love to me as my love for u will always be the same forever....I LOVE U NURIN SAYANG....

harry potter and the deathly hallows

salam...

i've made it! finally aku bukan antara org yg terlambat menonton HP7 dis time! sgt suka! so how's the story? begini citernyer.....

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BRILLIANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUPERB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EXTREMELY BREATHTAKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CANT WAIT FOR THE OTHER HALF TO COME NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

itu sahaja yg dpt ku beritahu....no exact words could explain how i felt!

p/s: again for thousands of time, i cried when hedwig n dobby died...oppssss spilt the beans!! hehheehe...n my doter buat malu mummy dia jer.....satu panggung taw aku nangis...hahahhahah!!!!

lalok ehh....

salam...

sudah makan ubt batuk 10ml, mata dh kuyu, fikiran pun ntah masih stabil ke idak..but gatai jugak tgn nk menulis sumthing di sini..tulis je lah kan..

anak2 dh lena tido, en. suami beriadah sukan bersama jiran tetangga...aku pula? aku pula sedang tergolek (eh ye ke tergolek..jap tgk..)di atas katil yg kurang empuk sudah...bila nk beli vono ni...

mata yg sakit merah bak bijik saga telah pun hilang, syukur kepada-NYA...selepas 2 hari mc, sok sudah kene kerja...kerja..emmmmmmmmmmmm *sigh*

kenapa sigh? sbb dh taw sah2 byk gila keje yg masih belum beres..byk tuh mmg BANYAK! adoiyai...aku bukan octopus byk tangan...aku cuma ada dua tgn nk handle all these thingy..

ok, sudah mula merapu meraban ni...tiada hala tuju...tiada arah sudah entry kali ni..cuma...

cuma agak kecewa bila ada org yg suka amik kisah hal org lain tanpa memikirkan kebenaran di sebaalik segalanya....ko igt ko sorang je betol bi**h?????!!!

ok, lepas sudah batu dlm hati ni...