why?

salam...

kenapa perlu sampai nak berperang? tak tahu ke kita serumpun...keperluan sesama kita itu ada..ko perlu aku and eventually aku pun perlu ko...

kenapa perlu perang padahal bende sekecil zarah pun nk diheboh hebohkan....

ko tau tak apa itu kongsi? yang ko tahu kongsi gelap yg ko suka sgt buat di tempat aku..

sudah2 lah bergadoh...tak guna..lebih2 lagi kalu ko pun juga agama ISLAM...lagi tak guna!!

aku tak mahu perang..sudah2 lah dgn perangai berperang yg ko bwk ke tempat aku...sudah2 lah merosakkan sesama manusia..

aku benci perang!

tapi jika berlaku juga perang..aku doakan supaya yg jahat itu mati dulu.....

updates

salam...

on wednesday we went for aqil hafiy's fifth medical check up...

he is officially 7.5kg, 64cm in height...getting bigger day by day..

but what i'm afraid of now is his sister...tantrums are running wild..sometimes i couldn't cope with her naughtiness...seriously annoying!

i lost temper most of the time. nak wt camne..she only wanted me doing everything for her..dia tak mau her father buat...aku kepenatan...dgn household lagi...jaga aqil lagi...ayoyo tiring...the list goes on and on....

camne nk cool her tantrums down even just a bit? crying througout the nights...aku yg jadi reckless n impossible to get a good quality sleep...

still trying to figure out how to overcome this....*sigh*

raya 2009

salam...

raya tahun ni seprti yag sudah2....bahgia n gembira. cuma my son demam on the 1st raya itself...kesian dia.

meriah n suka..all were there celebrating the raya. suka hati n no harm done. tahun ni aku pun tak byk gadoh ngn MR. hehehehe bad wifey...

ok here are some pics taken...taken with my new phone..ehem ehem...i got the one okes! with my own money lah o coz...sape lg mau bagik? hahahaah

salah siapa?

salam...

tajuk di atas tiada kene mengena ngn entry aku..just gatal tangan nk tulis. anyway, last week was like hell to me...mana tak nyer, kelas berderet2 cam umah panjang tiada penghujung..dis week pun ada kelas ganti lagi. penat jgn cakaplah...Tuhan je tau betapa i need a rest!

oh ya...aku berdoa supaya aku dapat ini for raya..adakah? hehehee


tu je yg aku wish for...adakah lagi? hehehee..byk lagi sebenarnyer...
gatal? ye saya memang dah meroyan...
nk dihadiahkan oleh MR? tidak mungkin...
so kekdah nyer...guna pakai duit sendiri lah jwbnyer

so please pray dat i could get this b4 raya okes!

my heart skip a beat...

salam...

aku balik dr KL khamis lepas, and to my suprise my doter was having this very high fever..yelah looking at our condition right now, fever pun dh boleh bawa maut...

she was pale n stress n all in all ada pada dia....the symptoms were on her.aku dh mula cuak. friday we went back to kuantan and i thot why not we just checked her...mana tau...

and again...i was shocked when the doctor told me dat she had influenza A positive....90% H1N1....what???????? aku rasa cam jantung aku berhenti berdegup...Ya Tuhan kenapa? aku tak bawa dia pegi mana2 pun! everything i analysed within split seconds....oh God why?

then we went straight to GH...cek punya cek the doctor said probability is there but kene kuarantin n bagi dia antiviral....

for 5 days kene kuarantin...she's getting better..alhamdulillah...dah takde symptom2 itu ok...aku happy hehehh...

Tuhan masih memberi aku kekuatan dan juga kekuatan untuk Nurin.syukur...

---aku bersyukur tak terkira----