BANJIR@FLOOD@WET

fuiyooooooooooo...lama giller tak jot down, anyway life has been so and so..nothing special except..i repeat; EXCEPT dah berhari-hari hujan. it has been raining non stop, and flood and water and flood and rain and flood and wet! risau gak bila Tv shows cerita banjir ni..and i wonder bila nak stop. tapi bila diamati betol2,and HE is 'cleaning' and doing some 'cleansing' here..ye lah, banyak sgt dosa yang manusia buat skang ni, termasuklah aku, kau dan semua yang bergelar manusia.

so, aku setiap ari berdoa agar kita smua selamat, biarlah ini menjadi teladan buat kita semua.and for one simple thing, we need to make sure we are 'clean'....praise to Almighty...

aku yang pemarah

bersalah yang amat....last night i really did something stupid, i coudn't control my anger...and i pitied my daughter...what a bad mother i am...isk isk isk...abis anak aku kene marah...then she got fever, kept on vomiting sampai dh tak keluar apa2....i was panicked..suddenly i thought oh GOD, what have i done? i didn't touch her or anything, probably my loud voice gave her shocked... how i feel so bad...and today she is still sick, but no more vomiting...thank GOD...
Ya ALLAH, berikanlah kesihatan kepada anak ku...dan ampuni dosa2 ku...

Daripada Abu Hurairah r.a. bahawasanya Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda:"Bukannya orang yang gagah itu orang yang menang dalam perkelahian, tetapi yang dinamakan orang gagah ialah orang yang dapat menguasai dirinya di waktu marah."

raya dah abis...

yesterday Syawal ended peacefully. alahai....really bored and understress...dont know what to do, i've tried to cheer myself up but useless..damn bored!
one special thing happened-- my ex came yesterday, with his lovely wife and cute lil girl. what a happy family....hope they'll last till forever.

and for me...my baby is getting naughtier and naughtier....dont know what's got into her..but still as charming and adorable as usual..me skinnier and skinnier...like a living a skeleton...huahaahahah......

Ramadhan al-Mubarak

salam RAMADHAN..
Here the holy month at last came to visit all Muslims in the world. i've been blessed again, and thank you ALLAH for giving me a chance to convey my love to YOU.
not many of us understand the reality of Ramadhan..the beauty that lies beneath the hunger we have to bear. and yes, i am truly blessed!

but the sad thing is, there are still people who dont even care about the holy month. unable to understand, i could only pray for their happiness and hope they would also be blessed by ALLAH.

then again, SALAM RAMADHAN to all people out there...may GOD bless us with happiness, joy and forever love...ameen

new job, new life

salam,
aku dah mula keje baru yesterday. another one big leap i've taken. tapi takpe, aku boleh buatnyer! tapi bila aku datang yesterday, there was no one greeting me (sigh...) bukan apa, diorg tgh cuti semester break, mana nk ada sambut aku (aku ni sapelah utk disambut2, ditimang2). and today is my second day here...masih takde org gak, cuma tadi ada one guy came, he's one of the people in this jabatan. talked a few...mostly only listened, malas nk byk2 cakap, kang org kata over lah pulak minah ni.
separuh ari aku berfikir, betol ke tindakan aku datang ke sini? aku takut je silap, mana leh patah balik kan? what goes around comes around (what the heck it means i tak tau)....tapi hopefully my decision this time is correct. really really hope so.
so next week classes will start, but i don't even have a clue subjek pe yg nk kene ajar, even my kj pun tak jumpa lagi. tempat duduk pun takde lagi tau, merempat ler jawabnyer dua tiga ari ni! bosan betol! jgn sampai aku merempat sampai ke sudah, mati aku!
tu jer lah citer aku untuk dua tuga ari ni....sedey gak tinggalkan tempat keje lama, tapi laki aku insists this is the best for me....hope he's right. kalu tak ada kene sepak ngan aku (nk sepak laki sendiri ker...tulah kang!)
ok, saya, karam bot ntah ke mana, melaporkan untuk TV3...ooouchhh!!!!!!!!