Monday, November 24, 2008

apa lagi?

salam,
aku rasa sakit, buntu, benci, marah, geram, hangin, dan sebagainyer. i felt so sad of what happened to me last night. why is it need to be this way? what was my fault that i deserved this bullshit? aku dh bosan...bosan...Ya Tuhan...

everything i did is to make him happy...but all backfired me....stupid! why? apa lagi salah aku? gila ke aku bila aku kata aku mmg tak dihargai? ntahlah, bila kenangkan balik....macam hampeh je segala yg aku buat....back to trash...

blur? yes i am. aku buat tu salah, buat ni salah...tak buat apa2 lagilah salah! what the fucking hell was he thinking? this is absurd! really mind-blowing! who does he think he is? *^&^&%$%$^$^#^%^@^$*&%*&%*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

owh.....i wish i could stop the time n come back to myself for a moment....stop whatever that bothers me. Oh God...bless me with peace n patience..i need to go away....i need my space! i need myself!!!

---hampir gila aku---

6 comments:

artisticklytouch said...

ko kenapa kiah? sape yang buat ko hampir gila neh? ko jangan ar gila kiah tpai kalau kau nak gila, aku cadangkan kau masuk kategori gila bagi duit kat orang...ha nanti ko bagi duit kat aku..opppsss terambik kesempatan pulak..

neways, ko rilek2 ar...bukannya kau tidak dihargai tapi tuntutan ko tuh at the wrong time, at the wrong place kot...ha ha pandai je aku ni

kiah kay said...

alalallaa art, ntahnyer aku pun tak tau lah, demand telebeh ok!

yelah, aku sabar je la...apa lg nk buat kan?

---mujur tak meroyan...---

WorkingMama said...

pembawak budak tu..
emo semacam.
sabar ek.
Tuhan nak uji kesabaran.

kiah kay said...

ujian yg amat ok! tapi takpe, aku dh mengubati luka di ati dgn beli spek mata itam GUESS..wakakaka..n TUhan Maha Kaya, gaji aku dh naik huhuhuhu..sungguh right on time ok!n aku sungguh bahagia!!!

WorkingMama said...

wooo..
GUESS siot!
bak pinjam!!
blanja aku LV original
hahahaha...

kiah kay said...

apa ko hingat aku cop duit farah oiii?? satu LV bersamaan gaji sebulan aku ok...kat ofis aku ni yg cino2 kayo sume handbag LV, COACH dsb yg mmg aku tak mampu beli...selambe je ckp handbag ni RM 2000, kalu beli kat london murah je, ala u pegi singapore lah lagi murah dr malaysia maa.....uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nk nangis jap!