aku yang pemarah

bersalah yang amat....last night i really did something stupid, i coudn't control my anger...and i pitied my daughter...what a bad mother i am...isk isk isk...abis anak aku kene marah...then she got fever, kept on vomiting sampai dh tak keluar apa2....i was panicked..suddenly i thought oh GOD, what have i done? i didn't touch her or anything, probably my loud voice gave her shocked... how i feel so bad...and today she is still sick, but no more vomiting...thank GOD...
Ya ALLAH, berikanlah kesihatan kepada anak ku...dan ampuni dosa2 ku...

Daripada Abu Hurairah r.a. bahawasanya Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda:"Bukannya orang yang gagah itu orang yang menang dalam perkelahian, tetapi yang dinamakan orang gagah ialah orang yang dapat menguasai dirinya di waktu marah."

raya dah abis...

yesterday Syawal ended peacefully. alahai....really bored and understress...dont know what to do, i've tried to cheer myself up but useless..damn bored!
one special thing happened-- my ex came yesterday, with his lovely wife and cute lil girl. what a happy family....hope they'll last till forever.

and for me...my baby is getting naughtier and naughtier....dont know what's got into her..but still as charming and adorable as usual..me skinnier and skinnier...like a living a skeleton...huahaahahah......