Friday, June 29, 2007

Not Ready to Make Nice

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting
I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying
I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell andI don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it
I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

Friday, June 15, 2007

HEROES in you

Where does it come from, this quest...

this need to solve life's mysteries when the simplest of questions can never be answered?

Why are we here? What is the soul? Why do we dream?

Perhaps we'd be better off not looking at all: not delving, not yearning.

But that's not human nature, not the human heart.

That is not why we are here.

Yet still we struggle to make a difference, to change the world,

to dream of hope, never knowing for certain who we will meet along the way...

who among the world of strangers will hold our hand... touch our hearts...

and share the pain of trying.

We dream of hope, we dream of change... of fire and life and death,

and then it happens.

The dream becomes real, and the answer to this quest,

this need to solve life's mysteries, finally shows itself, like the glowing light of a new dawn.

So much struggle for meaning, for purpose, and in the end,

we find it only in each other, our shared experience of the fantastic and the mundane...

the simple human need to find a kindred — to connect — and to know in our hearts...

that we are not alone.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

God's Creation...

how nice of God to share His love and blessings with me and the rest....enjoying life with my love ones at a place where God has captured for the people to share and love, i really appreciate my life. For what God has given me, i can't repay Him, only my loyalty towards Him is the best i can give....feel ashame of myself..

Monday, June 11, 2007


good day.

last two weeks was a blast for me. i managed to spend a very quality time with my family, one thing i couldn't do these days. been busy with work and stuff make me a very dull and unenergetic person..i was so tired when it comes to end of the week. but last week was heaven! being able to be myself again without no politics and hipocracy, i feel alive again...

being able to go for a holiday with my love ones was a tremendously awesome! I love it! Can't explain with words...JUST LOVE IT!

it's like a reboot for me....being away from work and daily routines are good sometimes...hey who doesn't need break? even robots need to recharge/ re and re once a while.

the place we went was wonderful, even though not that far (i cant afford to go overseas..isk isk isk), but the impact on me was terrific! i feel like a new man! hahaha...holidays, shopping, relaxing, breathing fresh air, blessed by God's creations.....all make me think how precious i am, how God has given me everything i need, even though i couldn't really see through it.

makes me feel how i am blessed by HIM...ameen...