a sad and happy birthday

selamat hari jadi
selamat hari jadi
selamat hari jadi to myself
selamat hari jadi!!!!

huh....another additional year..i'm a year older..wah! sounds typical but mmg pun aku sudah ber'umur'...my birthday was last saturday, tak sempat nk meluahkan rasa on that particular day. i was in seremban attending my best friend's wedding (remember that movie julia roberts' was that bitch trying to steal her own bestfriend from another girl).....but this wedding mmg yang dinantikan oleh sume kerabat 5th.

my friends sume wished me happy birtday, but only one person yg i've been waiting for tak wish pun kat aku...sedey tak? aku sedey....uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........

and to my expectation, he forgot all about my birthday...can he? he did babe...he did not remember my day...double sedey...aku yg kene bgtau dia...from the genuine shock he gave, mmg dia lupa...apalah nasib aku dpt suami kayu cam dia ni? hahahaha...padan muka aku!

then dia ucaplah 'happy birthday sayang'....dgn muka selamba...dia kata dia lupa sbb byk bende dlm kepala otak dia+ dia demam....could that be an excuse? i dont think so! mana boleh lupa! aku kalu birthday dia, berbulan2 aku ingat..dalam phone siap buat reminder lagi....dia....dia takde pun nk buat tu sume....sedey tak? aku mmg tahap gaban dh sedey ni.....(dia buat muka dek jer.....)

bukan nk mengungkit but to me, wishing someone a happy birtday shows u do care about them, appreciate their existence in ur life and yg paling penting, to show how much u love them...agaknyer mmg ni takdir aku....oppsssss...nak menitik dah air mata nih!

but all in all, aku dh bertambah usia...tak kiralah apa pun yg berlaku, aku dh berusia setahun lagi tua dari tahun lepas....dan even though i'm one year older, i dont look old (wah!!!) and i do look gorgeous! hahahaha....itu yg penting!

to myself, happy birthday, may God bless and be gorgeous always...heheh :)