sila lihat gambar di bawah dn apakah yang sedang bermain di fikiran anda? hehehehe
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Friday, November 13, 2009
friday
salam....
wah! agak lama tak ber blogging ni...nothing much to say la..nothing new in fact.
just now got meeting..rain all day..pening kepala most of the time.
makan mcm2 today (suddenly felt cam ngandung lak sbb mkn byk sgt hahahaah)...from traditional food to western food. burrpppp.....alhamdulillah...
aku skang sedang berjinak2 jual kain SUTERA DIGITAL CREPE...so far laku lah jugak..tambah duit poket...berminat? leh msg aku taw! TRUST ME U'LL LOVE IT!!!
here are some pics for u guys to tgk2..but sume ni dh terjual...kalu berminat and ada yg baru i upload lagi....
wah! agak lama tak ber blogging ni...nothing much to say la..nothing new in fact.
just now got meeting..rain all day..pening kepala most of the time.
makan mcm2 today (suddenly felt cam ngandung lak sbb mkn byk sgt hahahaah)...from traditional food to western food. burrpppp.....alhamdulillah...
aku skang sedang berjinak2 jual kain SUTERA DIGITAL CREPE...so far laku lah jugak..tambah duit poket...berminat? leh msg aku taw! TRUST ME U'LL LOVE IT!!!
here are some pics for u guys to tgk2..but sume ni dh terjual...kalu berminat and ada yg baru i upload lagi....
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
mimpi yang aku sgt benci
salam...
last night after g makan KFC at ECM, balik lah kami ke umah...tired sbb nurin mengamuk for a thousand times already...but thank God Aqil was behaving himself perfectly, sleeping soundly in the car.
malamnyer.....
aku boleh mimpi MR was having an affair...a very affair yang menggugat kestabilan rumahtangga kami..cewah! aku mengamuk...baling2 barang lagi taw! pastu MR siap bawak lagi his lover (adus sakit hati aku!)
he confronted me..telling me what i did that made him changed his mind....to have somebody else in his life...apa daaaaa....but it was so damn real....menggila lah aku kan (hanya dlm mimpi...)
but the situation was so sad and stressed...MR was very stern..never i saw him even in real life dia setegas itew...menakutkan!!
suddenly i woke up (right in the middle of the dream exactly masa i baru nk balas balik kata2 MR..) gasping for air! no tears thank God!...but it was horrfying, lagi menakutkan dari Ju On!
Ya ALLAH, ampuni dosaku...semoga kebahagiaan rumahtangga ini kekal selamanya...ameen...
last night after g makan KFC at ECM, balik lah kami ke umah...tired sbb nurin mengamuk for a thousand times already...but thank God Aqil was behaving himself perfectly, sleeping soundly in the car.
malamnyer.....
aku boleh mimpi MR was having an affair...a very affair yang menggugat kestabilan rumahtangga kami..cewah! aku mengamuk...baling2 barang lagi taw! pastu MR siap bawak lagi his lover (adus sakit hati aku!)
he confronted me..telling me what i did that made him changed his mind....to have somebody else in his life...apa daaaaa....but it was so damn real....menggila lah aku kan (hanya dlm mimpi...)
but the situation was so sad and stressed...MR was very stern..never i saw him even in real life dia setegas itew...menakutkan!!
suddenly i woke up (right in the middle of the dream exactly masa i baru nk balas balik kata2 MR..) gasping for air! no tears thank God!...but it was horrfying, lagi menakutkan dari Ju On!
Ya ALLAH, ampuni dosaku...semoga kebahagiaan rumahtangga ini kekal selamanya...ameen...
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
supermassive black hole
Ooh, baby don't you know I suffer?
Oh, baby can you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretenses
How long before you let me go?
Ooh, you set my soul alight
Ooh, you set my soul alight
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)
I thought I was a fool for no one
But ooh, baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth?
Ooh, you set my soul alight
Ooh, you set my soul alight
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Oh, baby can you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretenses
How long before you let me go?
Ooh, you set my soul alight
Ooh, you set my soul alight
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)
I thought I was a fool for no one
But ooh, baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth?
Ooh, you set my soul alight
Ooh, you set my soul alight
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Monday, October 5, 2009
why?
salam...
kenapa perlu sampai nak berperang? tak tahu ke kita serumpun...keperluan sesama kita itu ada..ko perlu aku and eventually aku pun perlu ko...
kenapa perlu perang padahal bende sekecil zarah pun nk diheboh hebohkan....
ko tau tak apa itu kongsi? yang ko tahu kongsi gelap yg ko suka sgt buat di tempat aku..
sudah2 lah bergadoh...tak guna..lebih2 lagi kalu ko pun juga agama ISLAM...lagi tak guna!!
aku tak mahu perang..sudah2 lah dgn perangai berperang yg ko bwk ke tempat aku...sudah2 lah merosakkan sesama manusia..
aku benci perang!
tapi jika berlaku juga perang..aku doakan supaya yg jahat itu mati dulu.....
kenapa perlu sampai nak berperang? tak tahu ke kita serumpun...keperluan sesama kita itu ada..ko perlu aku and eventually aku pun perlu ko...
kenapa perlu perang padahal bende sekecil zarah pun nk diheboh hebohkan....
ko tau tak apa itu kongsi? yang ko tahu kongsi gelap yg ko suka sgt buat di tempat aku..
sudah2 lah bergadoh...tak guna..lebih2 lagi kalu ko pun juga agama ISLAM...lagi tak guna!!
aku tak mahu perang..sudah2 lah dgn perangai berperang yg ko bwk ke tempat aku...sudah2 lah merosakkan sesama manusia..
aku benci perang!
tapi jika berlaku juga perang..aku doakan supaya yg jahat itu mati dulu.....
Friday, October 2, 2009
updates
salam...
on wednesday we went for aqil hafiy's fifth medical check up...
he is officially 7.5kg, 64cm in height...getting bigger day by day..
but what i'm afraid of now is his sister...tantrums are running wild..sometimes i couldn't cope with her naughtiness...seriously annoying!
i lost temper most of the time. nak wt camne..she only wanted me doing everything for her..dia tak mau her father buat...aku kepenatan...dgn household lagi...jaga aqil lagi...ayoyo tiring...the list goes on and on....
camne nk cool her tantrums down even just a bit? crying througout the nights...aku yg jadi reckless n impossible to get a good quality sleep...
still trying to figure out how to overcome this....*sigh*
on wednesday we went for aqil hafiy's fifth medical check up...
he is officially 7.5kg, 64cm in height...getting bigger day by day..
but what i'm afraid of now is his sister...tantrums are running wild..sometimes i couldn't cope with her naughtiness...seriously annoying!
i lost temper most of the time. nak wt camne..she only wanted me doing everything for her..dia tak mau her father buat...aku kepenatan...dgn household lagi...jaga aqil lagi...ayoyo tiring...the list goes on and on....
camne nk cool her tantrums down even just a bit? crying througout the nights...aku yg jadi reckless n impossible to get a good quality sleep...
still trying to figure out how to overcome this....*sigh*
Monday, September 28, 2009
raya 2009
salam...
raya tahun ni seprti yag sudah2....bahgia n gembira. cuma my son demam on the 1st raya itself...kesian dia.
meriah n suka..all were there celebrating the raya. suka hati n no harm done. tahun ni aku pun tak byk gadoh ngn MR. hehehehe bad wifey...
ok here are some pics taken...taken with my new phone..ehem ehem...i got the one okes! with my own money lah o coz...sape lg mau bagik? hahahaah
raya tahun ni seprti yag sudah2....bahgia n gembira. cuma my son demam on the 1st raya itself...kesian dia.
meriah n suka..all were there celebrating the raya. suka hati n no harm done. tahun ni aku pun tak byk gadoh ngn MR. hehehehe bad wifey...
ok here are some pics taken...taken with my new phone..ehem ehem...i got the one okes! with my own money lah o coz...sape lg mau bagik? hahahaah
Monday, September 14, 2009
salah siapa?
salam...
tajuk di atas tiada kene mengena ngn entry aku..just gatal tangan nk tulis. anyway, last week was like hell to me...mana tak nyer, kelas berderet2 cam umah panjang tiada penghujung..dis week pun ada kelas ganti lagi. penat jgn cakaplah...Tuhan je tau betapa i need a rest!
oh ya...aku berdoa supaya aku dapat ini for raya..adakah? hehehee
tu je yg aku wish for...adakah lagi? hehehee..byk lagi sebenarnyer...
gatal? ye saya memang dah meroyan...
nk dihadiahkan oleh MR? tidak mungkin...
so kekdah nyer...guna pakai duit sendiri lah jwbnyer
so please pray dat i could get this b4 raya okes!
tajuk di atas tiada kene mengena ngn entry aku..just gatal tangan nk tulis. anyway, last week was like hell to me...mana tak nyer, kelas berderet2 cam umah panjang tiada penghujung..dis week pun ada kelas ganti lagi. penat jgn cakaplah...Tuhan je tau betapa i need a rest!
oh ya...aku berdoa supaya aku dapat ini for raya..adakah? hehehee
tu je yg aku wish for...adakah lagi? hehehee..byk lagi sebenarnyer...
gatal? ye saya memang dah meroyan...
nk dihadiahkan oleh MR? tidak mungkin...
so kekdah nyer...guna pakai duit sendiri lah jwbnyer
so please pray dat i could get this b4 raya okes!
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
my heart skip a beat...
salam...
aku balik dr KL khamis lepas, and to my suprise my doter was having this very high fever..yelah looking at our condition right now, fever pun dh boleh bawa maut...
she was pale n stress n all in all ada pada dia....the symptoms were on her.aku dh mula cuak. friday we went back to kuantan and i thot why not we just checked her...mana tau...
and again...i was shocked when the doctor told me dat she had influenza A positive....90% H1N1....what???????? aku rasa cam jantung aku berhenti berdegup...Ya Tuhan kenapa? aku tak bawa dia pegi mana2 pun! everything i analysed within split seconds....oh God why?
then we went straight to GH...cek punya cek the doctor said probability is there but kene kuarantin n bagi dia antiviral....
for 5 days kene kuarantin...she's getting better..alhamdulillah...dah takde symptom2 itu ok...aku happy hehehh...
Tuhan masih memberi aku kekuatan dan juga kekuatan untuk Nurin.syukur...
---aku bersyukur tak terkira----
aku balik dr KL khamis lepas, and to my suprise my doter was having this very high fever..yelah looking at our condition right now, fever pun dh boleh bawa maut...
she was pale n stress n all in all ada pada dia....the symptoms were on her.aku dh mula cuak. friday we went back to kuantan and i thot why not we just checked her...mana tau...
and again...i was shocked when the doctor told me dat she had influenza A positive....90% H1N1....what???????? aku rasa cam jantung aku berhenti berdegup...Ya Tuhan kenapa? aku tak bawa dia pegi mana2 pun! everything i analysed within split seconds....oh God why?
then we went straight to GH...cek punya cek the doctor said probability is there but kene kuarantin n bagi dia antiviral....
for 5 days kene kuarantin...she's getting better..alhamdulillah...dah takde symptom2 itu ok...aku happy hehehh...
Tuhan masih memberi aku kekuatan dan juga kekuatan untuk Nurin.syukur...
---aku bersyukur tak terkira----
Monday, August 17, 2009
di sini...PENGORBANAN
salam...
aku di sini melalui kepayahan hidup tanpa mereka tersayang d sisi.sedih...sudah pasti. BUKAN kerana terpaksa tapi aku rela demi mereka.
inilah yang aku definisikan sebagai PENGORBANAN...pengorbanan yg sepatutnya aku ambil dengan terbuka. walau sakit macam mana pun aku akan lalui 2 minggu ini dengan sebaik mungkin...kerana aku rela demi mereka..
insyaallah....semoga PENGORBANAN ini menjadi pintu yang satu lagi utk aku berjaya...juga demi mereka...
aku di sini melalui kepayahan hidup tanpa mereka tersayang d sisi.sedih...sudah pasti. BUKAN kerana terpaksa tapi aku rela demi mereka.
inilah yang aku definisikan sebagai PENGORBANAN...pengorbanan yg sepatutnya aku ambil dengan terbuka. walau sakit macam mana pun aku akan lalui 2 minggu ini dengan sebaik mungkin...kerana aku rela demi mereka..
insyaallah....semoga PENGORBANAN ini menjadi pintu yang satu lagi utk aku berjaya...juga demi mereka...
Thursday, August 13, 2009
apa hal?
salam...
apa hal? macam2 hal ada...hal itu hal ini hal sinun hal sinin...macam2 ada!
apa hal? selama mana hal ni akan jadi hal aku pun tak tahu, tak boleh nk comment.
apa hal? ntah, selama ni takdelah hal ini menjadi satu hal yg besar, cuma ikan bilis aje. tapi skang hal ini jadi sgt besar...mengalahkan ha-hal yang lain...
apa hal? biarlah, pandai2 lah hal ni di setelkan, jgn jadi hal-hal lain sudah....
sekian.
apa hal? macam2 hal ada...hal itu hal ini hal sinun hal sinin...macam2 ada!
apa hal? selama mana hal ni akan jadi hal aku pun tak tahu, tak boleh nk comment.
apa hal? ntah, selama ni takdelah hal ini menjadi satu hal yg besar, cuma ikan bilis aje. tapi skang hal ini jadi sgt besar...mengalahkan ha-hal yang lain...
apa hal? biarlah, pandai2 lah hal ni di setelkan, jgn jadi hal-hal lain sudah....
sekian.
Monday, August 10, 2009
...
salam....
malas! bosan! pening! sakit! rindu! geram! benci! nak muntah! lapooo!! ngantukss!! ahhhrggggghhhhh aku benci ini perasaan...
**sigh**
and
**sigh again**
.......................
benci tau!
ok..sekian.
malas! bosan! pening! sakit! rindu! geram! benci! nak muntah! lapooo!! ngantukss!! ahhhrggggghhhhh aku benci ini perasaan...
**sigh**
and
**sigh again**
.......................
benci tau!
ok..sekian.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
nazarku
salam,
ok ini adalah utk peringatan buat aku saja. takut lupa..becoz my two angels selsema and batuk (and looking at the situation now...H1N1) aku berNAZAR utk berpuasa 2 hari jika mereka sembuh tanpa adanya H1N1 or anything related to illness (make it major or minor). dah lama tak bernazar, so aku bersungguh2 supaya my babies sihat dari sebarang penyakit.
one more thing, ari ni nisfu syaaban...apa dia? hah korang carilah sendiri maksdnyer...aku pose sunat ari ni (hehehhehe....puasa ganti juga...sekian terima kasih!)
~~~Ya Allah, selamatkan anak-anakku dari ditimpa bencana, selamatkan mereka disekelilingku supaya mereka senantiasa sihat sejahtera...ameen~~~
ok ini adalah utk peringatan buat aku saja. takut lupa..becoz my two angels selsema and batuk (and looking at the situation now...H1N1) aku berNAZAR utk berpuasa 2 hari jika mereka sembuh tanpa adanya H1N1 or anything related to illness (make it major or minor). dah lama tak bernazar, so aku bersungguh2 supaya my babies sihat dari sebarang penyakit.
one more thing, ari ni nisfu syaaban...apa dia? hah korang carilah sendiri maksdnyer...aku pose sunat ari ni (hehehhehe....puasa ganti juga...sekian terima kasih!)
~~~Ya Allah, selamatkan anak-anakku dari ditimpa bencana, selamatkan mereka disekelilingku supaya mereka senantiasa sihat sejahtera...ameen~~~
Monday, August 3, 2009
29
salam,
semalam, dah naik satu lagi anak tangga...29. yes, i am now 29 years old. hahaha another year has gone....umur ku makin meningkat. tua dh ek aku ni.
i got a gift from MR, a watch. siap suruh aku pilih sendiri tau! aku actually nk dia belikan handphone (coz mine rosak..heheh) tapi dia kata tak yah, beli jam. so aku pilih je la..alang2 pilih, aku ketuk lah kasi mahal punya, heheheh baik kan punya bini!
to my MR, thank you so much (mujur tahun ni u ingt besday i) for everything. to everyone who wished me happy birthday, tq tq!! adiah mana ek? ehkekekeeke....
ok...may i live happily aver after...
semalam, dah naik satu lagi anak tangga...29. yes, i am now 29 years old. hahaha another year has gone....umur ku makin meningkat. tua dh ek aku ni.
i got a gift from MR, a watch. siap suruh aku pilih sendiri tau! aku actually nk dia belikan handphone (coz mine rosak..heheh) tapi dia kata tak yah, beli jam. so aku pilih je la..alang2 pilih, aku ketuk lah kasi mahal punya, heheheh baik kan punya bini!
to my MR, thank you so much (mujur tahun ni u ingt besday i) for everything. to everyone who wished me happy birthday, tq tq!! adiah mana ek? ehkekekeeke....
ok...may i live happily aver after...
Thursday, July 30, 2009
prince charming
salam...
just now i went to the clinic for aqil's 3rd month check up. got his immunisation today: for these 5 penyakit yg agak scary when i heard them. today's visit juga agak scary sbb all the nurses pakai mask (H1N1 sehhh....menakutkannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.....).
aku pun naik seram tgk surrounding, yelah with all the mask 'riders'...suria perkasa biru (sbb nurses pakai baju biru okesss..) n mak bagainyer...naik bulu roma dn sebagai bulu lh yg ada kat badan aku ni...seram okess!
back to the point...aqil skang dh 6.3kg, length 61cm, head 41cm...sudah sgt besar itu budak. aku sgt suka...and bila cucuk td pun dia tak nangis, bagus bagus...
itu sahaja utk entry kali ini...tgh berusaha nk mencantikkan lagi blok ku ini...wish me luck!
just now i went to the clinic for aqil's 3rd month check up. got his immunisation today: for these 5 penyakit yg agak scary when i heard them. today's visit juga agak scary sbb all the nurses pakai mask (H1N1 sehhh....menakutkannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.....).
aku pun naik seram tgk surrounding, yelah with all the mask 'riders'...suria perkasa biru (sbb nurses pakai baju biru okesss..) n mak bagainyer...naik bulu roma dn sebagai bulu lh yg ada kat badan aku ni...seram okess!
back to the point...aqil skang dh 6.3kg, length 61cm, head 41cm...sudah sgt besar itu budak. aku sgt suka...and bila cucuk td pun dia tak nangis, bagus bagus...
itu sahaja utk entry kali ini...tgh berusaha nk mencantikkan lagi blok ku ini...wish me luck!
Monday, July 27, 2009
a lost
salam,
a lost to the industry...and a lost to all people who know her.
i'm her fan...not a fanatic fan but i like her work. she, to me, is very sincere in her work, most o the time too sincere and open that most poeple couldn't cope with her openness.
a lost....hope she's bless by Allah s.w.t. nothing more to say....
al-Fatihah.....
a lost to the industry...and a lost to all people who know her.
i'm her fan...not a fanatic fan but i like her work. she, to me, is very sincere in her work, most o the time too sincere and open that most poeple couldn't cope with her openness.
a lost....hope she's bless by Allah s.w.t. nothing more to say....
al-Fatihah.....
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
LuCkY
Do you hear me talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy, I hear you in my dreams
Hear your whisper across the sea
Keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhh oohhhh ohh ooohh ooohh oooh oooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I wait for you I promise you, I will
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I put a flower in your hair
And though the breeze is through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keep spinning round
You hold me right here right now
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy, I hear you in my dreams
Hear your whisper across the sea
Keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhh oohhhh ohh ooohh ooohh oooh oooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I wait for you I promise you, I will
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I put a flower in your hair
And though the breeze is through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keep spinning round
You hold me right here right now
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
wellness @ stress management
salam,
ari ini ari kursus! kursus yg sgt bagus. bagaimana anda menghiburkan diri dan mengurus stres? bagaimana? jawab...jawab ya....
aku stress? yesssssssss.......................everytime everyday every single minute.ahh well, stress is food;stress is life; stress is stress lah! what more can i say!
tapinyer, mmg betol bila aku dgr td ceramah, kita kene manage our stress, or else stress will conquer you. bahaya for long term. wanna die young, then biarlah stress eats u alive. huhuhuh scary wei bila pkir.
do i cope with my stress effectively? can i handle pressure? am i happy enuf? do i always run away from problems (bad strategy okes)? all these Qs made me realized how i live in a stressful envirnment...n to my suprise, the stress is actually ME! Me Me Me!!!!
takpe, i will try to learn how to unstress myself by telling myself that i'm worth it, i am good, i am happy..take some time for myself. relax is important...and lastly, dont stress myself..please okes cik K!
---i want a happy life---
ari ini ari kursus! kursus yg sgt bagus. bagaimana anda menghiburkan diri dan mengurus stres? bagaimana? jawab...jawab ya....
aku stress? yesssssssss.......................everytime everyday every single minute.ahh well, stress is food;stress is life; stress is stress lah! what more can i say!
tapinyer, mmg betol bila aku dgr td ceramah, kita kene manage our stress, or else stress will conquer you. bahaya for long term. wanna die young, then biarlah stress eats u alive. huhuhuh scary wei bila pkir.
do i cope with my stress effectively? can i handle pressure? am i happy enuf? do i always run away from problems (bad strategy okes)? all these Qs made me realized how i live in a stressful envirnment...n to my suprise, the stress is actually ME! Me Me Me!!!!
takpe, i will try to learn how to unstress myself by telling myself that i'm worth it, i am good, i am happy..take some time for myself. relax is important...and lastly, dont stress myself..please okes cik K!
---i want a happy life---
Monday, July 20, 2009
my version of HP
salam
managed to watch at last!! with my dear sahabat sok sek sok sek ku: cik embun n cik nah (bukan nama sebenar..heheheh)
ok here's what i saw:
a nice movie. darker o coz. the smooching here n there agak keterlaluan, prob becoz they want to attract teens i guess..ron weasley is the joker in this movie...byk kali aku tersasul "bodoh betol lah ron ni...bercium je hahaaha".
tapi dat part arr byk drag lah...maybe the director leh cut short a bit or two scenes.bukan pe..to me tak bape nk penting kot...
then, hermione granger...ayoyoyo sgtlah semakin cantik nyer...gorgeous okess...not to mention ginny juga...patutlah HP sgt suka pd ginny...
and of coz..the CHOOSEN ONE...Harry Potter..handsomer than before movie. tapi becoz dia takde sgt scene lawan2...tak nampak sgt tough dia tuh.
overall, aku rasa ok je movie ni...quench for my thirst for HP movies...cam wajib tonton lah kan...setakat ni movie ni ok ajer...takde extra sgt..terlalu nk ikut buku smpai details dia mmg detail tapi scenes dia salah pilih lah pada aku.
bab climax: where dearest headmaster died, sgt sekejap...ada yg lari dr buku. snape relax je bunuh dumbledore...tak puas ati betol..i remembered last dialogue uttered by the headmaster.."Please Severus...please..." for those yg baca buku sampai abis...u know why he said dat to snape.
sedih? u bet i sedih...HP dh officially yatim piatu (black dh mati, ni dumbledore pulak...ada gle aku jadi kalu aku jd HP...tp aku bukan...aku cume hot mama jer hahaaha)
ending dia pun agak monotonous je...tak puas ati....nape dia tak tunjuk funeral tuh? kan lagi haru n sedih kalu dia tunjuk, baru ada impact sket...at least u can guess apa akan jadi after this. by ini cuma my version ok (yg aku baca dr buku)
ok, so far ini sj my version or shall i say, my dissatisfaction of the movie this time. hehehehe...but the movie is still a need to see for me. i doubt i could be normal of i dont watch it hehehe....
ok again...LONG LIVE HARRY POTTER...
managed to watch at last!! with my dear sahabat sok sek sok sek ku: cik embun n cik nah (bukan nama sebenar..heheheh)
ok here's what i saw:
a nice movie. darker o coz. the smooching here n there agak keterlaluan, prob becoz they want to attract teens i guess..ron weasley is the joker in this movie...byk kali aku tersasul "bodoh betol lah ron ni...bercium je hahaaha".
tapi dat part arr byk drag lah...maybe the director leh cut short a bit or two scenes.bukan pe..to me tak bape nk penting kot...
then, hermione granger...ayoyoyo sgtlah semakin cantik nyer...gorgeous okess...not to mention ginny juga...patutlah HP sgt suka pd ginny...
and of coz..the CHOOSEN ONE...Harry Potter..handsomer than before movie. tapi becoz dia takde sgt scene lawan2...tak nampak sgt tough dia tuh.
overall, aku rasa ok je movie ni...quench for my thirst for HP movies...cam wajib tonton lah kan...setakat ni movie ni ok ajer...takde extra sgt..terlalu nk ikut buku smpai details dia mmg detail tapi scenes dia salah pilih lah pada aku.
bab climax: where dearest headmaster died, sgt sekejap...ada yg lari dr buku. snape relax je bunuh dumbledore...tak puas ati betol..i remembered last dialogue uttered by the headmaster.."Please Severus...please..." for those yg baca buku sampai abis...u know why he said dat to snape.
sedih? u bet i sedih...HP dh officially yatim piatu (black dh mati, ni dumbledore pulak...ada gle aku jadi kalu aku jd HP...tp aku bukan...aku cume hot mama jer hahaaha)
ending dia pun agak monotonous je...tak puas ati....nape dia tak tunjuk funeral tuh? kan lagi haru n sedih kalu dia tunjuk, baru ada impact sket...at least u can guess apa akan jadi after this. by ini cuma my version ok (yg aku baca dr buku)
ok, so far ini sj my version or shall i say, my dissatisfaction of the movie this time. hehehehe...but the movie is still a need to see for me. i doubt i could be normal of i dont watch it hehehe....
ok again...LONG LIVE HARRY POTTER...
Thursday, July 16, 2009
my dear harry potter
salam...
today! today! it's out! n i'm gonna watch it...WAJIB okes!
owh how these many years harry potter jd kegilaan aku (n i'm sure to many many people out there as well!)...tak sabo nk tgk camne movie ni translate all the imagination from the book. sape yg baca buku u'll expect the movie will somehow turn u down a bit. biasalah...kang budget lari hahahha!!
tapi takpe, aku akan tgk jugak n will give u da review later later okes...
HARRY POTTER RULESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)
today! today! it's out! n i'm gonna watch it...WAJIB okes!
owh how these many years harry potter jd kegilaan aku (n i'm sure to many many people out there as well!)...tak sabo nk tgk camne movie ni translate all the imagination from the book. sape yg baca buku u'll expect the movie will somehow turn u down a bit. biasalah...kang budget lari hahahha!!
tapi takpe, aku akan tgk jugak n will give u da review later later okes...
HARRY POTTER RULESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
my head...
salam...
well today has been the same as yesterdays.cumanyer kepala aku terasa berat sket...macam weng jer..di awangan rasanyer. ntah kenapa, nk kata not enuf sleep (ahh well, i do have sleep quantity problem now..ngeh ngeh) tak juga...ntah all o sudden pagi tadi kepala aku terasa cam kene hentak ngn tukul sampai jadi blur vision.
malas nk amik MC...sbb...malas...takde duit nk bayar doctor hehehe...duit abis beli perfume yesterday..wangi tapi...berbaloi? yessss...worth buying okesss...
apa lagi, tgh melayan lagu kat komputer ni...emmmmmm....layan je lah..tak larat sgt aku balik umah je tido....ngeh ngeh!
well today has been the same as yesterdays.cumanyer kepala aku terasa berat sket...macam weng jer..di awangan rasanyer. ntah kenapa, nk kata not enuf sleep (ahh well, i do have sleep quantity problem now..ngeh ngeh) tak juga...ntah all o sudden pagi tadi kepala aku terasa cam kene hentak ngn tukul sampai jadi blur vision.
malas nk amik MC...sbb...malas...takde duit nk bayar doctor hehehe...duit abis beli perfume yesterday..wangi tapi...berbaloi? yessss...worth buying okesss...
apa lagi, tgh melayan lagu kat komputer ni...emmmmmm....layan je lah..tak larat sgt aku balik umah je tido....ngeh ngeh!
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
lucky me...
salam,
i'm so lucky! macam2 ada dlm idup aku.just now i got an offer that i like but i dunno whether i should take it or not. conpius conpius....eerrrhgghgghggggg....
nah la...gambo2 yg terbaru ku amik....enjoy!
gambo2 di bawah ini adalah mengada-ngada semata-mata okes....hehehe :p
i'm so lucky! macam2 ada dlm idup aku.just now i got an offer that i like but i dunno whether i should take it or not. conpius conpius....eerrrhgghgghggggg....
nah la...gambo2 yg terbaru ku amik....enjoy!
gambo2 di bawah ini adalah mengada-ngada semata-mata okes....hehehe :p
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
faces of aqil hafiy
here are some pics of aqil...from his birth day until now....
first day...
third day
tgh berangan okes..
belah mulut...adat nih..
ni hari ke 30 kot...
baru je botak..heheheh
he is now 2 months and 1 week...cepat betol membesar...
first day...
third day
tgh berangan okes..
belah mulut...adat nih..
ni hari ke 30 kot...
baru je botak..heheheh
he is now 2 months and 1 week...cepat betol membesar...
Monday, June 29, 2009
28 April 2009----i have a boy!
salam....
aku dh beranak dgn jayanyer...heheh...28 April 2009, 5.52 pm at WY. Ko Clinic....a baby boy weighed 3.65 kg, measured 54cm in length and head 35cm was born....big? yesssss..........very big for me indeed that i had c-sec...because he was too big for me...eheheheh...scary but alhamdulillah both o us selamat.
name: Muhammad Aqil Hafiy...meaning: kebijaksanaan yang mulia...okeh lah tuh!
so, that's about it..aku dh masuk keje pun today...
aku dh beranak dgn jayanyer...heheh...28 April 2009, 5.52 pm at WY. Ko Clinic....a baby boy weighed 3.65 kg, measured 54cm in length and head 35cm was born....big? yesssss..........very big for me indeed that i had c-sec...because he was too big for me...eheheheh...scary but alhamdulillah both o us selamat.
name: Muhammad Aqil Hafiy...meaning: kebijaksanaan yang mulia...okeh lah tuh!
so, that's about it..aku dh masuk keje pun today...
Monday, April 27, 2009
hahahah
salam...
ada ke last week aku false alarm! sume kat ofis menggelabah tgk aku yg mmg dh gelabah..gila sakit perut aku rasa nk terberanak kat ofis jer tau!
ari ni aku kat ofis heheheeh...ada keje lagi ok! heheheh kelakar ah...ntah apa2 je aku ni...
bila nk beranak? jgn tanya soklan tuh okes..sbb aku pon tak tau...
ada ke last week aku false alarm! sume kat ofis menggelabah tgk aku yg mmg dh gelabah..gila sakit perut aku rasa nk terberanak kat ofis jer tau!
ari ni aku kat ofis heheheeh...ada keje lagi ok! heheheh kelakar ah...ntah apa2 je aku ni...
bila nk beranak? jgn tanya soklan tuh okes..sbb aku pon tak tau...
Monday, April 20, 2009
not yet to come...
salam...
dah masuk 38 weeks...penantian satu penyiksaan...tkde lah seksa sgt tp seksa lah jugak seposen...
my baby still embracing his final moments in the womb. maybe too comfy kat dalam kot..sampaikan mummy dia pujuk soh kuar awal tak mau...hehehe ada kene pujuk lagi nih!
my friend delivered a baby boy last saturday, overdue 5 hari...named the baby aiman mikhail...nice! aku doakan mereka bahagia.
as for me, nama tak bape nk ready lagi. MR bukan cam org lain, dia tunggu baby kuar dulu baru sibuk nk bagi nama...prob he has some in his mind tapi malas nk kecoh cam bini dia ni. aiikkk happy apa nk dpt anak? best wooooo....
semoga kedatangan org baru ini nnt mengeratkan lagi hubungan kami, hope we'll survive in whatever cost...
dah masuk 38 weeks...penantian satu penyiksaan...tkde lah seksa sgt tp seksa lah jugak seposen...
my baby still embracing his final moments in the womb. maybe too comfy kat dalam kot..sampaikan mummy dia pujuk soh kuar awal tak mau...hehehe ada kene pujuk lagi nih!
my friend delivered a baby boy last saturday, overdue 5 hari...named the baby aiman mikhail...nice! aku doakan mereka bahagia.
as for me, nama tak bape nk ready lagi. MR bukan cam org lain, dia tunggu baby kuar dulu baru sibuk nk bagi nama...prob he has some in his mind tapi malas nk kecoh cam bini dia ni. aiikkk happy apa nk dpt anak? best wooooo....
semoga kedatangan org baru ini nnt mengeratkan lagi hubungan kami, hope we'll survive in whatever cost...
Thursday, April 16, 2009
geleman tau!!!!!!
salam...
have u ever encoutered people with serious stupidity? yeah me do....all the time! stupidity not in a sense they are stupid but what can i say, they are stupid in manner, stupid in friendship, stupid in words...
ntah, sometimes i do feel irritated...annoyed but then i do feel sorry for them. they are all educated people but acted like tak sekolah langsung when talking bout other people (mengumpat kak nam lah ni).....
yang paling mneyedihkan, they've learned the true pure knowledge, our basic form of life, our religion, graduated with flying colours (i guess..hehhe) tapi tak reti nk measure mana satu betol mana satu salah...sad...:(
kesian aku tgk diorang, really enjoy talking about other people's kain tapi tak sedar kain sendiri dah terlondeh...tak tau malu kan? shame on u guys!
bukn lah aku kata i never mengumpat (as if i am an angel...hehhe) but aku consider myself takdelah seteruk mereka itu....nk muntah rasanyer...
kawan2, kalu kita nk talk bout others behind their backs, cermin dulu diri tuh...kalu rasa dah hebat sangat, hah sila kan lah mengumpat...kalu rasa cam hina lagi diri tuh...baik ko duduk kat cubicle ko n tafakur...lagi bagus....
---reminding myself to stay true---
have u ever encoutered people with serious stupidity? yeah me do....all the time! stupidity not in a sense they are stupid but what can i say, they are stupid in manner, stupid in friendship, stupid in words...
ntah, sometimes i do feel irritated...annoyed but then i do feel sorry for them. they are all educated people but acted like tak sekolah langsung when talking bout other people (mengumpat kak nam lah ni).....
yang paling mneyedihkan, they've learned the true pure knowledge, our basic form of life, our religion, graduated with flying colours (i guess..hehhe) tapi tak reti nk measure mana satu betol mana satu salah...sad...:(
kesian aku tgk diorang, really enjoy talking about other people's kain tapi tak sedar kain sendiri dah terlondeh...tak tau malu kan? shame on u guys!
bukn lah aku kata i never mengumpat (as if i am an angel...hehhe) but aku consider myself takdelah seteruk mereka itu....nk muntah rasanyer...
kawan2, kalu kita nk talk bout others behind their backs, cermin dulu diri tuh...kalu rasa dah hebat sangat, hah sila kan lah mengumpat...kalu rasa cam hina lagi diri tuh...baik ko duduk kat cubicle ko n tafakur...lagi bagus....
---reminding myself to stay true---
Monday, April 13, 2009
celebrating her 3rd big day...
salam,
here are some pics to share...walaupun lambat celebrate tapi kira oright la sbb sume tersandar kekenyangan selepas habis event...i was happy, MR was happy and most of all, Nurin was the happiest girl in the universe that night....
---promo...t shirt ni RM20, sgt bagus kualiti kain dia...kalu nak bgtau aku okes!---
---promo lagi...dress GAP cost only RM30...interested do contact me...nurin n aqief posing sakan---
---choco indulgence from s.recipy. powerpuff girls rulezzzzzzzzzzzzzz---
---potong kek, sume org pun took part okes...nurin tenggelam..hahhaha---
so, itu saje pasal besday Nurin yg ke-3....alhamdullillah sempat gk aku wat party utk dia....
here are some pics to share...walaupun lambat celebrate tapi kira oright la sbb sume tersandar kekenyangan selepas habis event...i was happy, MR was happy and most of all, Nurin was the happiest girl in the universe that night....
---promo...t shirt ni RM20, sgt bagus kualiti kain dia...kalu nak bgtau aku okes!---
---promo lagi...dress GAP cost only RM30...interested do contact me...nurin n aqief posing sakan---
---choco indulgence from s.recipy. powerpuff girls rulezzzzzzzzzzzzzz---
---potong kek, sume org pun took part okes...nurin tenggelam..hahhaha---
so, itu saje pasal besday Nurin yg ke-3....alhamdullillah sempat gk aku wat party utk dia....
what i did
salam...
for the past few days aku rasa cam nak beranak je tp blum sampai waktu lagi kot...n i ended up doing loads of things hehehhee......
---eating at secret recipe with my lil bodyguard---
---makan2 di east grill...the chicken grill was really damn good...hahaha---
okeh okeh..sumenyer berasaskn makan2 hehehe..what to do, that's the only thing yg membuatkan ku bahagia...n i enjoy putting on weight...hehehehe. kang pantang mana leh makan sume ni...so aku bedal je lah kan skang!
for the past few days aku rasa cam nak beranak je tp blum sampai waktu lagi kot...n i ended up doing loads of things hehehhee......
---eating at secret recipe with my lil bodyguard---
---makan2 di east grill...the chicken grill was really damn good...hahaha---
okeh okeh..sumenyer berasaskn makan2 hehehe..what to do, that's the only thing yg membuatkan ku bahagia...n i enjoy putting on weight...hehehehe. kang pantang mana leh makan sume ni...so aku bedal je lah kan skang!
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
sudah 3 tahun oooooooo
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salam,
hari ini genaplah umur nurin kesayanganku 3 tahun....suka sgt but at the same time aku rasa sedih sgt....remember the days where she was dependent on me all the time...skang byk bende yg dia leh wat sendiri. looking at how matured and 'kakak' she becomes, i am blessed, thankful and most of all, glad that i managed to raised her until now.
sorry lah, emo jap.....bukan pe, bukan senang nak reached 3 hardship, pain, love, care years.....so memorable....byk sgt yg aku belajar, byk sgt yg aku perlu lagi belajar.
to my dearest baby girl NUrIn, u will always be my little baby girl...I LOVE U so much....too much that nothing in this world would compare my love to u...HAPPY BIRTHDAY to u...may ALLAH bless u forever....cepat besar ye sayang....
Monday, April 6, 2009
terima kasih CINTA
Tersadar didalam sepiku
Setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu
Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu
Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu
Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu
ouuwwww...
ouuwwww...
Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku oouuwww
Kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu
---untuk MR, mohon ampun atas kesalahanku selama ini, u will never know how much i am into u....love u sayang---
36
salam,
i'm in my 36 weeks now...cant wait for the day to come, but scary ok when i think bout it..heheh....goosebumps...
false contractions are coming like crazy...even dis morning i found a slimy discharge (got me panicked a little while...) tapi i think takde pe2 kot...am still going to office...students have presentation to be done today....maleh nk hand in the class waktu crucial camni....huhhuhuu very into work okeh!
oklah nothing much..just i hope everything will be fine and me n baby will be fine...
i'm in my 36 weeks now...cant wait for the day to come, but scary ok when i think bout it..heheh....goosebumps...
false contractions are coming like crazy...even dis morning i found a slimy discharge (got me panicked a little while...) tapi i think takde pe2 kot...am still going to office...students have presentation to be done today....maleh nk hand in the class waktu crucial camni....huhhuhuu very into work okeh!
oklah nothing much..just i hope everything will be fine and me n baby will be fine...
Thursday, March 26, 2009
hari ini hari menge'tag'
Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 or more people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. . .nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
Have Fun!!
1. What is your name: NORKHEIAH
2. A four Letter Word: NOSE
3. A boy's Name: NORDIN---sape nih?
4. A girl's Name: NURIN---of coz!
5. An occupation: NONONG JERRRKK
6. A color: NAVY BLUE
7. Something you wear: NOTHING---hah!
8. A food: NASI GORENG SAMBAL IKAN TONGKOL
9. Something found in the bathroom: NIGHT GOWN---wah muat lagi ker?
10. A place: NORTH PORT---errk???
11. A reason for being late: NONE OF UR BUSINESS OK!
12. Something you shout: NO WAY!
13. A movie title: NO WAY OUT?----ntahnyer ada ke idak…
14. Something you drink: NIRAL WATER----heheheheh
15. A musical group: NO—I dunno….
16. An animal: NASTY CAT---hehehee
17. A street name: JALAN NORKHEIAH---coming soon okeh!
18. A type of car: NISSAN----kete ex aku wakakakakka
19. A song title: NAZRAKU….
20. A verb: NAG
aku maleh nk tag org tp farah! aku tag ko!
Have Fun!!
1. What is your name: NORKHEIAH
2. A four Letter Word: NOSE
3. A boy's Name: NORDIN---sape nih?
4. A girl's Name: NURIN---of coz!
5. An occupation: NONONG JERRRKK
6. A color: NAVY BLUE
7. Something you wear: NOTHING---hah!
8. A food: NASI GORENG SAMBAL IKAN TONGKOL
9. Something found in the bathroom: NIGHT GOWN---wah muat lagi ker?
10. A place: NORTH PORT---errk???
11. A reason for being late: NONE OF UR BUSINESS OK!
12. Something you shout: NO WAY!
13. A movie title: NO WAY OUT?----ntahnyer ada ke idak…
14. Something you drink: NIRAL WATER----heheheheh
15. A musical group: NO—I dunno….
16. An animal: NASTY CAT---hehehee
17. A street name: JALAN NORKHEIAH---coming soon okeh!
18. A type of car: NISSAN----kete ex aku wakakakakka
19. A song title: NAZRAKU….
20. A verb: NAG
aku maleh nk tag org tp farah! aku tag ko!
aku kene tagged!
"Here is what you are supposed to do...use only one word for each of the following...and please don't spoil the fun...copy and paste into your own note, type in your answers and tag a bunch of people - including me."
Where is your cell phone .....................aside
Your hair......................
.................. short & straight
Your favorite thing............................ my bed
Your dream last night......................... zero
Your favorite drink............................ ice lemon Tea
Your dream/goal...............................to be a better mommy
The room you are in...........................office
Your fear....................................... to die alone
Where do you want to be in 6 years........JUSA hahahha
Muffins.......................................... suka!
One of your wish list items....................umah beso ngn complete furniture yg diidamkan
Where you grew up........................... Kuantan
The last thing you did..........................SMS
What are you wearing........................ baju ngandung kaler oren yg sexy hehehhe
Your TV..........................................kaler merah dh kene masuk tong sampah dh pun!
Your pets....................................... tarak!
Your computer..................................POLI
Your life..........................................so far so good
Your mood...................................... horizontally moving
Missing someone............................... always
Your car..........................................toyota vios ngeh ngeh
Favorite store.................................. Tunas Manja
Your summer....................................panas la bongok
Your favorite color..............................pink eeiiuuuwwwww
When is the last time you laughed............just 5 seconds ago
Last time you cried..............................last weekend…contraction palsu!
Last person who email me.....................my friend from previous company
One my favorite foods.......................... sume ku bantai
One place you would rather be right now…… home
One person you think will respond............. farah…ngeh ngeh
tag org lain lak!!!!
farah
art lagi okeh
nisa
Where is your cell phone .....................aside
Your hair......................
.................. short & straight
Your favorite thing............................ my bed
Your dream last night......................... zero
Your favorite drink............................ ice lemon Tea
Your dream/goal...............................to be a better mommy
The room you are in...........................office
Your fear....................................... to die alone
Where do you want to be in 6 years........JUSA hahahha
Muffins.......................................... suka!
One of your wish list items....................umah beso ngn complete furniture yg diidamkan
Where you grew up........................... Kuantan
The last thing you did..........................SMS
What are you wearing........................ baju ngandung kaler oren yg sexy hehehhe
Your TV..........................................kaler merah dh kene masuk tong sampah dh pun!
Your pets....................................... tarak!
Your computer..................................POLI
Your life..........................................so far so good
Your mood...................................... horizontally moving
Missing someone............................... always
Your car..........................................toyota vios ngeh ngeh
Favorite store.................................. Tunas Manja
Your summer....................................panas la bongok
Your favorite color..............................pink eeiiuuuwwwww
When is the last time you laughed............just 5 seconds ago
Last time you cried..............................last weekend…contraction palsu!
Last person who email me.....................my friend from previous company
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Wednesday, March 4, 2009
check up time!
salam...
just now i went to the clinic for my monthly check up. ok the baby's head dh engaged into the position. baby weighs 1.3 kgs....a week bigger than his age..he's now 31 weeks...next week i'll be 8 months pregnant. wow! so fast the time flies...scary lah plak!
so everything is fine...mommy n boy are healthy and happy...nntlah ada masa aku upload gambo scan last month (sbb dis month baby boy agak pemalu....kept hiding his face behind his hands...noty!).
barang baby tak beli byk lagi....prob recycle yg kakak dia punya dulu but need to buy more clothes sbb yg dulu byk pink!oowwhhhhhh i tak mau lah pakaikan pink just yet!hehhehhe....geleman gtu!
pray dat both o us will be fine. thanks for the prayers u guys have given us...
oh ya....my every two weeks check up has now officially started! hehehehe...dh masuh 30 weeks lah katakan!
just now i went to the clinic for my monthly check up. ok the baby's head dh engaged into the position. baby weighs 1.3 kgs....a week bigger than his age..he's now 31 weeks...next week i'll be 8 months pregnant. wow! so fast the time flies...scary lah plak!
so everything is fine...mommy n boy are healthy and happy...nntlah ada masa aku upload gambo scan last month (sbb dis month baby boy agak pemalu....kept hiding his face behind his hands...noty!).
barang baby tak beli byk lagi....prob recycle yg kakak dia punya dulu but need to buy more clothes sbb yg dulu byk pink!oowwhhhhhh i tak mau lah pakaikan pink just yet!hehhehhe....geleman gtu!
pray dat both o us will be fine. thanks for the prayers u guys have given us...
oh ya....my every two weeks check up has now officially started! hehehehe...dh masuh 30 weeks lah katakan!
Monday, March 2, 2009
30
salam...
i'm 30 weeks now. heavier than ever! thinking of resting quietly at home without no one interrupting but u know, mana lah dpt dat kind o peluang...
and i'm now eating like a cow! setiap saat aku mengunyah...makanan mmg tak lekang dr bibirku yg comel ini..wah! n food are always there in my drawer. hehe spare bila kelaparan.
and as for my lil pwincess, she's noty as usual..mmg lah org kata bebudak nk dpt adik ni perangai pelik sket...sabar je la....
oklah, aku nk balik ni...mlm ada kelas...sok ada kelas...lusa ada kelas....and it goes on n on n on........heheh sampai le aku branak leh rest for 2 months or so...:)
---life is good---
i'm 30 weeks now. heavier than ever! thinking of resting quietly at home without no one interrupting but u know, mana lah dpt dat kind o peluang...
and i'm now eating like a cow! setiap saat aku mengunyah...makanan mmg tak lekang dr bibirku yg comel ini..wah! n food are always there in my drawer. hehe spare bila kelaparan.
and as for my lil pwincess, she's noty as usual..mmg lah org kata bebudak nk dpt adik ni perangai pelik sket...sabar je la....
oklah, aku nk balik ni...mlm ada kelas...sok ada kelas...lusa ada kelas....and it goes on n on n on........heheh sampai le aku branak leh rest for 2 months or so...:)
---life is good---
Monday, February 16, 2009
just another day....
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salam,
i dunno why..but my lil girl was crying like tho whole nite...and this morning she was still crying when i sent her to the nursery. suddenly i felt a bit weird..what is really going on? was she trying to tell me something? hope there's no bad things ok...mom's instinct ni susah nk jangka...sometimes betol2 on the dot, but other times cuma perasan+perasaan jer...
i hope (really really hope okeh...) she's fine....jgn lah pe2 jadi kat dia...aku takut..
Monday, February 9, 2009
tgh tekezut gile ni.....
salam...
seroiusly i'm in shocked! mak takut gile tadi...mujur tak eksiden jer berlanggar kete org...right in the middle of the road (am i exaggerating? prob not!)....nurin fell over and bumped her head on the dashboard..really cried out loud! aku panic sekejap! kete belakang mujur tak sondol aku okeh...
pastu aku trus berenti tepi jalan...nurin still crying....i calmed her down as well calming myself down...shaking ok! God knows what happened to the car behind me...hopefully dia ok, tak kene bumped ngan kete blakang nyer....rasa bersalah aku...
trus aku g klinik....doctor said observe dulu nurin for 24hrs...kalu dia vomit or suddenly dmam...bwk g klinik balik...takut ada something wrong..yelah main ngn kepala okeh mana boleh main2 okeh!
rasa menyesal sbb marahkan nurin sbb melambatkan aku pagi tadi.....Tuhan ampuni dosaku!!!!!!! selamatkan anak aku dari bahaya...ameennn....
seroiusly i'm in shocked! mak takut gile tadi...mujur tak eksiden jer berlanggar kete org...right in the middle of the road (am i exaggerating? prob not!)....nurin fell over and bumped her head on the dashboard..really cried out loud! aku panic sekejap! kete belakang mujur tak sondol aku okeh...
pastu aku trus berenti tepi jalan...nurin still crying....i calmed her down as well calming myself down...shaking ok! God knows what happened to the car behind me...hopefully dia ok, tak kene bumped ngan kete blakang nyer....rasa bersalah aku...
trus aku g klinik....doctor said observe dulu nurin for 24hrs...kalu dia vomit or suddenly dmam...bwk g klinik balik...takut ada something wrong..yelah main ngn kepala okeh mana boleh main2 okeh!
rasa menyesal sbb marahkan nurin sbb melambatkan aku pagi tadi.....Tuhan ampuni dosaku!!!!!!! selamatkan anak aku dari bahaya...ameennn....
Monday, February 2, 2009
dara@teruna
SALAM...
dlm dua tiga menjak ni ramai lah sgt yg mennamatkn zaman dara/teruna depa..sume dh pecah lah kan? huihuihui...tahniah buat kwn2 aku yg berjaya mendirikan masjid n membuat setan2 rasa terseksa! wah!
aku pas CNY a bit the busy...penat, even ari ni pun kepenatan melampau jelas ketara kat muka aku yg cute ni..ngeh ngeh! urat kaki mak dara ni dh timbul sana sini.....hudus okeh! yelah byk berjalan ngn bwk perut yg boyot ni....huh really the heavy ok!
so nothin much to say just dat i really need a good nite sleep these days. tired lah usah cakap...ngn anak dara kat umah tuh yg mmg sedari awl mnjadi attention seeker sjk dia tau dia bakal dpt sibling...really sometimes up to my nerves...doakan aku baik je ek jd MAK ni...
as my friend art said in his blog, aku pun turt serta addicted to facebook.....malangnyer kat ofis aku dat website haram jadah takleh buka, haru kan? tp ngn sedaya upaya aku cari pot jugak asal leh tgk kengkwn lama (termasuk apa2 yg lama lah kan? heheheheheh..gelak jahat gtu!)
oklah, aku nk tgk students aku wt keje....malam2 pun keje ka? ala nyah mk cari duit halal....kalu tak mana leh pakai kete jepun!huhuhuhuh....
dlm dua tiga menjak ni ramai lah sgt yg mennamatkn zaman dara/teruna depa..sume dh pecah lah kan? huihuihui...tahniah buat kwn2 aku yg berjaya mendirikan masjid n membuat setan2 rasa terseksa! wah!
aku pas CNY a bit the busy...penat, even ari ni pun kepenatan melampau jelas ketara kat muka aku yg cute ni..ngeh ngeh! urat kaki mak dara ni dh timbul sana sini.....hudus okeh! yelah byk berjalan ngn bwk perut yg boyot ni....huh really the heavy ok!
so nothin much to say just dat i really need a good nite sleep these days. tired lah usah cakap...ngn anak dara kat umah tuh yg mmg sedari awl mnjadi attention seeker sjk dia tau dia bakal dpt sibling...really sometimes up to my nerves...doakan aku baik je ek jd MAK ni...
as my friend art said in his blog, aku pun turt serta addicted to facebook.....malangnyer kat ofis aku dat website haram jadah takleh buka, haru kan? tp ngn sedaya upaya aku cari pot jugak asal leh tgk kengkwn lama (termasuk apa2 yg lama lah kan? heheheheheh..gelak jahat gtu!)
oklah, aku nk tgk students aku wt keje....malam2 pun keje ka? ala nyah mk cari duit halal....kalu tak mana leh pakai kete jepun!huhuhuhuh....
Monday, January 19, 2009
AJL n the bittersweet symphony.....
salam....
malam td berkesempatan lah aku menonton AJL 23...
dari perspektif amateur critics....tak byk beza ngn yg lepas2....about the same..not so encouraging in terms of overall tapi lagu2 yg masuk boleh lah...tak begitu competitive.
winners: Meet uncle hussin (juara segala juara...tak paham nape leh menang...song is very the simple)---pop rock gak...emm i wonder.........
balada: faizal tahir--yg mmg over everytime he's on tv...pun tak paham gak..
++ he won best vocal, best performance.....yg ni aku kinda agree lah...
etnik kreatif-- farawaheeda....of all yg ni paling aku tak paham hahhhh....pelik2...
so...the winners have been selected...surat menyurat tidak akan dilayan...wah! but anyway congrats lah utk sume...
p/s: diorg ingat ke ttg sedara kita kat Gaza??? i wonder lagi....
malam td berkesempatan lah aku menonton AJL 23...
dari perspektif amateur critics....tak byk beza ngn yg lepas2....about the same..not so encouraging in terms of overall tapi lagu2 yg masuk boleh lah...tak begitu competitive.
winners: Meet uncle hussin (juara segala juara...tak paham nape leh menang...song is very the simple)---pop rock gak...emm i wonder.........
balada: faizal tahir--yg mmg over everytime he's on tv...pun tak paham gak..
++ he won best vocal, best performance.....yg ni aku kinda agree lah...
etnik kreatif-- farawaheeda....of all yg ni paling aku tak paham hahhhh....pelik2...
so...the winners have been selected...surat menyurat tidak akan dilayan...wah! but anyway congrats lah utk sume...
p/s: diorg ingat ke ttg sedara kita kat Gaza??? i wonder lagi....
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
it happened twice
last month i got a slight spotting...kakak aku ckp probably masih ada saki baki lagi....but this month, actually last week aku bleeding...not dat heavy but scary lah wooo...mana taknyer....tetiba bleeding kat office....ketar2 aku kat dlm toilet...nk nangis!!!!!!!!!
then g la klinik, the doc scan n he said nothing to worry about....maybe i worked too much (worked too much or worry too much...i wonder)..dia bagi aku MC n asked me to rest...if the bleeding comes again dia suruh dtg lagi...
aku balik le umah mak aku....then tgh sedap melantak ice cream (haha boleh?) baru aku teringat yg aku mmg dh wt keje angkat berat last night...oppssss..not what u think ok! aku mop lantai n sapu sampah sbb ingtkan nk balik kg the next day. ohh itu macam ka...mungkin lah....
MR yg tak besh nyer dia mcm takde sensitivity bila aku kt aku bleeding, no worries no nothing....selamber jer...mana lah bini yg tgh tak keruan ni tak sakit ati! sedih aku....pastu dia balik gak ke kg....lagi la sedeh aku....emmm....pe nk buat, he sets his priority that way....
so dis week aku masih berbekas rasa sakit ati kat dia...i dont have mood to talk to him or laugh at his jokes or what so ever...just takde mood je ngn dia....
harapnyer biarlah aku ok balik...mood swing ni tak le harap sket....ntah apa apa!!!!
then g la klinik, the doc scan n he said nothing to worry about....maybe i worked too much (worked too much or worry too much...i wonder)..dia bagi aku MC n asked me to rest...if the bleeding comes again dia suruh dtg lagi...
aku balik le umah mak aku....then tgh sedap melantak ice cream (haha boleh?) baru aku teringat yg aku mmg dh wt keje angkat berat last night...oppssss..not what u think ok! aku mop lantai n sapu sampah sbb ingtkan nk balik kg the next day. ohh itu macam ka...mungkin lah....
MR yg tak besh nyer dia mcm takde sensitivity bila aku kt aku bleeding, no worries no nothing....selamber jer...mana lah bini yg tgh tak keruan ni tak sakit ati! sedih aku....pastu dia balik gak ke kg....lagi la sedeh aku....emmm....pe nk buat, he sets his priority that way....
so dis week aku masih berbekas rasa sakit ati kat dia...i dont have mood to talk to him or laugh at his jokes or what so ever...just takde mood je ngn dia....
harapnyer biarlah aku ok balik...mood swing ni tak le harap sket....ntah apa apa!!!!
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
welcome 2009
2009 datang dgn extranyer....biasalah kenelah xtra sket kan, kang kalu bosan gitu.....
i'm getting bigger of coz...getting 23 weeks now...the baby starts kicking n punching n eating...he loves ice cream n chocolate...macam mummy dia gak...
isnyaallah 2009 akan membawa pengertian yang lebih mendalam..supaya aku menjadi insan yg lebih beriman insyaallah....
aminn..............
i'm getting bigger of coz...getting 23 weeks now...the baby starts kicking n punching n eating...he loves ice cream n chocolate...macam mummy dia gak...
isnyaallah 2009 akan membawa pengertian yang lebih mendalam..supaya aku menjadi insan yg lebih beriman insyaallah....
aminn..............
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